Fall.

"You are not there. Somewhere in the future, suffering for something that hasn't happened yet. You are not there, in a place where all your worries manifest.

You are not there. Somewhere in the past, reliving your old mistakes and regrets. You are not there, in a place where memories resurrect.

You are here. Right here."

L.O.V.E.

"It is two people full of doubts, shortcomings, and love holding hands and jumping together. It’s a risk, fraught with the potential to fail. Three-legged races, where two people hop, stumble, get back up, and maybe hit a stride until they fall again. It’s funny yet frustrating, and I suppose that's what makes it beautiful."

-stolen from an article, the wordplay is brilliant stuff.

30 things you should have before you turn 30.

1. Clothes that fit the size she is now, not the size she was five years ago

2. A weekly income that covers the rent (or mortgage payment)

3. An orgasm

4. Always enough toilet paper

5. A hair stylist she trusts

6. A favorite song, porn site, image, movie or fantasy that always gets her in the mood

7. Health insurance

8. A signature drink

9. A healthy relationship with her parents

10. Bras in the correct size

11. Enough alcohol in her home to offer drop-by guests a cocktail

12. An emergency hangover remedy

13. A voter registration card

14. A wardrobe that includes the perfectly flattering little black dress, a great pair of heels, jeans that make her ass look great, and a cute hat that hides a bad hair day

15. A yearly appointment with her gynecologist

16. The name of reliable movers to give her friends when they ask for help relocating

17. The gumption to ask a man out

18. A group of girlfriends who get it

19. A set of tools (and the ability to use them ... even if it’s just to hang a piece of art)

20. A balanced checkbook

21. No interest in men who just aren’t that into her

22. A vacation to look forward to at least once a year

23. A good bulls**t detector

24. The courage to stand up for herself and her beliefs

25. A favorite sex position

26. A set of hand towels so guests don’t have dry their hands on her bath towel (gross!)

27. Enough self-love to avoid and break off unhealthy friendships and relationships

28. A commitment to exercise

29. A retirement fund

30. A great vibrator

You Are The Moon.

You don't see what you possess,
a beauty calm and clear.




So precise and so pristine,
a perfect pane of glass.




The shattered surface,
so imperfect, is all that you believe.

11:11pm.

Perhaps the truth is...

We hide because we want to be found.
We walk away to see who will follow.
We cry to see who will wipe our tears away.
We let our hearts get broken to see who cares enough to fix them.

And i think I have found my answer.

Imma tired of people leaving without consent and taking me for granted.

Imma gonna stop chasing after the impossibles and ungratefuls.

Focus on the one who's been there and the ones who actually want me there.

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Moroever, I want the hypocrites outta my life.

Yes, you.

Don't think I can't see through you and what you're up to.

Pretending to care but don't give no two cents

yet spread exaggerrating rumors, disses and laughs about me.

Stop yr conniving please.

Save the fake smiles and concerns for someone else

cause I ain't need to be wasting time on people like you.

Rot in hell, cause karma's a bitch.

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As for the ones who's been there thick and thin,

Imma truly grateful.

I couldn't be more thankful to have you bunch of monkeys in my life.

Be it rant, laugh, cry

thanks for accepting me regardlessly.

you know who you are. <3