Dissappointment.

I suggested to go out to mark the occasion.

I ended up in my room with broken tears.

I really dont need all these mixed emotions at times like this.

I guess I was the fool all along.

Grudges.

I've moved on, so please don't hold me back.

I had enough of this nonsense. ;(

Malaysia Day.

   I'm utterly shock that some people manage to remember my birthday despite I don't remotely recall telling them anything. Unexpected people that I haven't spoken for ages wished me regardless the on going exam fever, which put smiles towards my face.

   However, some people who I see on regular basis didnt. *cough* Rolls eye.

   Well, for all who have wish me. I truly grateful and blessed that you still manage to find time out of your hectic exam schedule to drop me your blessings. All the small gestures made my day. For that, I'm truly thankful. ;)

I'm off to Carat Club for my birthday treat with moral definisi in my hands. Toodles.

Solitary.

Have you ever been in a room with numerous people yet still feel so alone?

I have.

I just want someone to talk to yet there's no one.

   My dad has works gruelingly, and when he's home

   so he just wants time to rest.

   My mom would get too involved which only make matters worse.

   My sister is always in her room either on Youtube

   or finishing up her endless pile of homework.

   My friends have their own intricate issues to deal with

   that I can't bear to burden them with my own.

Sometimes when I get up the courage to tell someone,

all they do is just nod. 

I build this towering barriers around my heart so it wouldnt break so easily,

I guess I ended up locking myself in alone facing the four corners of concrete walls. ;(

Acceptance.

I simply refuse to grow up after knowing what

the real world out there is really like. ;(