F*** Friendships.

I can't believe you think I am that kind of person.
For so long u have known me, is that how you think I am?!
I'm beyond beyond shattered.

It's not that I'm not hurt enough when you decided to ignore me
for no reasons whatsoever.
You have the ability to say I pick pride over friendship.

You have to go and ask one of our friends to go settle things for you.
Somehow, you convince her that I'm too proud to go talk to you,
that I should have gone up to you first to talk to you.

Well, I'm sorry I didn't know I was suppose to go talk to you
when you were the one ignoring me in the first place.

You want to talk about pride?
You have to wait for me to tell how much you hurt me,
only then you came up to me to apologise.
You apologised and then went accusing me of replacing you.

So you think I wasn't hurt when you gave me the silent treatment
for no reason whatsoever?!
So you think I wasn't hurt when I trusted you so much
yet you accuse me of picking pride over friendship?!
So you think I wasn't hurt when you pulled that shallow stunt on messenger?!
So you think I wasn't hurt when you were the one I went to
for all my problems yet you just left me standing alone?!

I thought you were my friend.
I thought we had a silent understanding.
I thought, I thought, I guess I thought wrong. ;(


I'm sorry that you'd think I would pick pride over friends.
I'm sorry you think I should go talk to you first when you were the one who ignored me in thr first place.
I'm sorry for letting you in my circle of trust and yet you to accuse me of such things.

For the shit that I've done,
for the times I've been there for you when everyone was against you,
ignoring the bad things they say about you,
yet you think I'm that kind of person.
<Thank you for being such a good friend.


I deserve much better than this.