' Sometimes I think I must have been crazy to think you would have stayed with me just because you said you would, but I’ve come to realize that when there isn’t always enough fuel to keep a fire going, when there isn’t a reason to keep your word. But it isn’t completely your fault — it never really was, because it was one of those it-takes-two-to-tango kind of things, and I guess at some point, it was bound to happen. But even when you see the sting coming, you never really see it until it’s a millimeter away from your heart.
But this reminds me of someone once told me that men usually only kept their words at the moment, based on that fire that lead them there, based on the soft flame you ignited in their heart, and that they never think that much of the future.. but a part of me thinks that maybe these are all human beings, men and women, regardless of who the more emotional creature is — you could always feel, or even think and tell someone you’ll want to be with them forever, but that isn’t always the case, but it doesn’t mean it wasn’t the truth at some point, that you didn’t feel it in your heart, body and mind. You did. But it didn’t last — and a lot of feelings usually don’t — just like this feeling I had a year ago of me wanting those memories of you to just fade away. I eventually changed my mind into keeping at least the good ones, if only to remember you did make me happy, once upon a short time ago. '
For everyone who has ever had a fallout. Mucho love. x
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