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Exams over!!
Not that I actually studied that is.

Mom gave me permission to ponteng!! Yippee!
So if you wanna see me, must ajak me out yeah? X)

So what will I be up to during this self declared holidays?

JOB HUNTING.
Anyone's wanna hire a loud and outgoing person? ;D

PROMTAY.
We need sponsors badly!
Not to mention a awesome band.
Anyone kind enough to spare us some ka-ching?
Promise that it'll be worth your while.
Free kisses & hugs from all the of organising committees. X)

GYMING!
I'm getting back on the wagon.
Woohoo! Finally.
I miss you so much.

LEPAK/HANGING OUT
Do not hesitate to ajak me!!

PARTY
crasher.
Dance 'til ya drop baby. ;D

Random pic. I don't wana turn into some all-word-bored-you-to-death blog.

In the car heading back from Barra, KL tower with Karyee!

We getting to be pretty awesome pals ei? ;D
I actually lepak with ya more then my whacked out crew man. O_o
Better watch out man, I'm gonna turn you to be as insane I am. XP

Nethiya's 16th Birthday @ TGIFs

Tuesday, 16th Oct





Nethiya & I
Thanks again for inviting me!



Hot Mamas- Phang, Huey Shan, Zuri!



Less than 3 minutes entering TGIFs, already camwhoring.-_-
Sara had too leave as her uncle had an accident.
Hope all turned out well. ; S



Birthday girl, Huey Shan, Phang, Me!



Huey Shan & Mei Li, hiding behind the menus


Rachel berpura-pura pro, wana order alcoholic drink.
Tssk. Tssk. XP


Rachel's drink- Blended Strawberry Magharita
Blended to perfection, sadly too little alcohol. ( For me at least. XP)



PY's- Lime Magharita
Lack of something. Taste rather bland.


Mine- 77 Sunset Strip
Super spiked. Ada gin, rum & vodka. O_o
Kinda taste like spiked orange juice.



Muka Rachel merah sangat. Lol.
Rachel barely took 2 sips, but puked 17 times.
She spent half of the time in the loo, vomiting.
(Mana boleh teman me clubbing like this?)


Appetisers includes...

Fried Calamaries


Prawn Cocktail Martini


Mac & Cheese


Main Course!

Mines - Beef Ribs with mash & vegetables.
Burps* ^-^



Pasta with Tortilla Fish
Carbo loaded goodness. ; )



Many people ordered this - Tortilla Fish with fragrant rice
I finished both Rach & PY's fish.
Gluttony. Gah gah gah.



Grill Dory Fish with Salsa on top of Fragrant Rice, brocollies on the side

There's more but by then i dah malas to take pics. XP


Desserts!
By then everyone was already stuffed.

But I always have room for desserts, especially when it's contains chocolate!


No chocolate for the peeps playing safe.


Chocolate! X)
Guilty pleasures.


Pure indulgence, baby. ;D



HAPPY BIRTHDAY NETHIYA!
*kisses ya sloppily all over* X)


By the way, check out this hot stuff.

Simply adorable! ;D

Twin's Birthday Dinner

28th Sept @ Tony Roma's at The Curve


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIMEE & CHARLOTTE!
So fail right? Now only wish. Tssk Tssk.
On the other hand, people still celebrate your birthday even it's a month late. XP


10's a crowd. ; )


FOOD!
As usual, we over-ordered food which could feed an army.
See for yourself.

Mix platter



Charlotte, Ying Si, Hui Ning



Onion Ring's. Order half platter.
Even with 10 people around, we couldn't finish.
No matter how we stuff overselves with onion rings, they're still leftovers!



Me! Ying Si, Hui Ning, Beverly



Tony's Asian Salad rocks!
Kinda taste like the Yee Sang we eat during Chinese New Year, only better!
Portion's are extremely large, even for me, so don't order per salad per person,
you'll turn into a veggie consuming so much greens.


I was not being rude.
I was just showing of my ring. Nice, no?



Half rack or ribs + a skewer of shrimps
For a dish priced more than RM50,
they were only two ribs, bones barely with meat on it.
How generous man. -_-



Ying Si & I
Notice the retarded smile on the right.
Caused by too much ice cream. XP



Pasta was awesome.
Loaded with shrimps and not too cheesy.



Medium rare boneless beef served with fries.
A tad bit too hard for my liking.



Favorite among all. Grilled salmon served with broccollies.
The fish was so succulent. OMG.



Mango Daiquri. Yes, with alcohol.
Absolute delight. Must have!
Like cendol, only with mangoes and alcohol.


Complimentary two desserts as it was their birthday.
Yucky cheesecake. ;(



We trying real hard to fit everyone into the picture.
Unfortunately gagal.
Amateur camwhorers, what to do?



We even brought back beef bones for my not-so-little rottweiler, Sparky.
May he not get mad cow disease.
Wait, we'll get it first right? ;S


We were over-stuffed. Very.
But when my mom offered to belanja baskin robbins,
we couldnt resist but said yes.
Greed. ^-^



Pigs we are. hogging the ice cream.




2 for the price of 1?
Cant get any better than that.


My pigging out crew. ; )
Always know how to enjoy a good feast.
(once came to my house and finish my whole box of Guylians chocolates! *O*)

They're a bunch of smarty pants, make me feel so retarded.
Tak study pun boleh dapat A1 punyer. -_-
Makes you feel like strangling them right? Lol.

Celeb gossip gurus.
They'll supply you with the most scandalous celeb infos.

Remember tuition time?
We the bomb man!

Korek dirty jokes and asking horny questions. Hehehe. XP
And how we use to bully Jay & snigger at Sugesh?

Ahhh... priceless times we had.
Wouldn't be the same if it were anyone else. ; )

May we never grew apart only closer,
as I dont have any other friends who are twins mah. XP

P.S. Can't wait for Monsoon Cup, babes!
For our teenage raging hormones to go gila again. Buahahaha.
Only you guys know what I mean right? XP
(This year, must meet Michelle Yeoh, kay?)

Pretty pretty lyrics.

If we were a movie
You be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
You fall in love with

In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song




It's stuck in my head. Darn it.

Recaps

Recaps on past week, to name a few:

1. Working at an ridiculous low pay - RM40 per day. Yes, no triple pay even on raya. -_-
Child abuse man.

2. Ate Mcdonald's ice cream practically everyday. Surprisely, not bored of it yet.
It is ice cream after all. ; )

3. A ***** asked for my number! O_o
Scared the shit outta me. Petrified giler. Crucial heart attack.
No thanks to Andrew, hmph. ; (

4. Sudden PMS even when not having menstrual.
Could it be menopause? *Gasp*

5. My eyes still bengkak from the emo-ing yesterday.
Damn. (Succumbs to shades.)

6. Got to know a guy which I never ever utter a word to him before
even though studying in my school.
(Sorry larh. You don't expect me to know everyone in my school rite?)

7. Went to Bryant's house.
His mom rustles up the most wicked fish porridge. Succulent.
(Remember to leave some for me next time kay? ;9 )

8. Met Chia Sing.
Her voice is one octave higher than normal human beings. XP
She's one hell of a hyperactive girl. ( Where do you get so much energy girl?)

9. Flunked all exams by not studying.
(Note to schools : never ever place exam days close to holidays.)






I need a vacation. To escape. ; (

Dilemmas

Lately, been emo-ing & PMS-ing a lot.
It's not like me. I don't break down. Impossible.

But yet, feelings that I have been keeping to myself for so long
seems to come out of me in tears. Uncontrollable ones.

As strands of tears pours dowm my cheek,
I ponder among what am I crying about.
The silliest thing is, I don't know the reason of these tears.

I don't cry. Only attention- seekers do that.
Crying is a sign of weakness.

Have a problem, get over it.

People ask me what's wrong.
I oppose that I'm not going to tell them.

I don't wanna turn into the kind of girl who rants and whines
about everything slight obscure minor problems.

I don't cry and complain. I'm much better than that.

You already have your own sets of dilemmas.
I don't want you to stress out over my problems too.
Another load of excess baggage wont do you any good.

I'm not sharing not because I don't trust you. (Ok, maybe.)
I'm not sharing cause I don't wanna burden you with my dilemmas
when you already have tons of problems going on in your head.

I don't want sympathy from people.
It's pathetic.

So if i dont tell you why I'm down...
It's because I know you have your own millstones to stress on.
It's because I care about you too much to kick up a fuss about my silly insignificant dilemmas.

So please don't ask. It's for your own good.
Knowing you worrying about me, just make me get more flustered.




P.S. Blogging about your feelings is actually a very good therapy.

Lost.

Sitting in the noisy classroom,
I hear boisterous laughter and nonsensical chit-chatter.

The people pleaser part to me
day by day have slowly seem to fade away.

They only come when they want something from me,
but they're never there when I need them.

Where are you when I want to complain about my jiggly body fats?
Where are you when I wanted to obsess about the boy I couldnt get?
Where are you when I'm on the verge to tears?

You cry for the smallest things,
while I had to stay tough so people wont see my scars.

You fuss about the silliest things,
while I have huge skeletons locked in my closet.

Whenever you're down in the ditch,
I pick you up and make you laugh 'til you pee your pants.

I'm your lil' bitch,
there when you need me & begone when you're up and partying.

I may be happy and joyful all the time,
but I do have feelings, although I dont like admitting it.

Hiding my tears with laughter,
hiding my pain with sarcasm.

I want to be strong,
to be independent,
standing own my own two feet.

I admit defeat,
I'm not that tough.

No matter how I try to lie to myself that I can make throught this cold harsh world by my own,
I can't.

A Father's Love

Being a long distance runner,
I know it's a torture just to complete half a marathon,
let alone bringing along a load of 110 pounds?!


From the bottom of my heart, I salute you Hoyt.
You're 66 years old but more fit then most of the youth out there.
You dedicate your life to give him happiness,
not giving up on him when youknew he had cerebral palsy.

Now that is what I call love. ;')
Can ya beat that?